Hayley päivitti bändin Livejournalia pitkästä aikaa ja hänellä oli paljon sanottavaa. Hayley toivoo, että kaikki pitivät Renegadesta ja muista asioista, mitä he julkaisivat vastikään. Hän kertoo, että on tapahtunut paljon muutoksia, hyviä ja huonoja, ja nämä kappaleet kirjoitettiin näihin aikoihin. Hayley sanoo, että he ovat uuden matkan edessä, levyn tekeminen on hänen mielestään aina outo vaihe, hän epäilee itseään ja haluaa olla keskittynyt.

Hayley sanoo, että he ovat poikien kanssa “eri paikassa” nyt, henkisesti, ilman stressiä ja epämukavaa kireyttä. Lopuksi Hayley kertoo LiveJournalista ja olevansa voimakassanainen ihminen, jolla on vahvoja mielipiteitä. Hän ei kuitenkaan sano niitä ääneen, koska hänen mielestään artistina hänen ei pitäisi olla yksi näistä “suurisuista”. Hän sanoo, että saa sanoa mielipiteensä, mutta hän ei pidä siitä, että ihmiset ovat niin negatiivisia bändin LJ-yhteisössä, jonka pitäisi olla paikka Paramoren faneille.

hey all,

hope everyone is enjoying “Renegade” and into everything we released today. hard to believe we wrote those songs so long ago and are just now getting them out there. i was ready to post them the week they were all laid down at the studio. so much has happened, changed, been good and bad, over the last year or two… and this is a nice big exhale. the calm after the storm, which sometimes is pretty hard to come by.
now that we are seeing these songs off for you to take care of and keep as your own, we are now beginning a whole new journey. the writing process is always a weird time for me… i doubt myself, listen to past records a lot to reassure myself, i isolate myself to make sure i’m staying focused… like i said, it can be pretty strange. however, this time i’m gonna try and break that mold i made for myself. jeremy, taylor, and i owe it to ourselves to really take us to a new place and just enjoy the whole thing without any stresses or awkward tensions. you guys know as well as we do, that it’s been a while since we’ve made a record that was just plain fun to make without any hangups.

so here goes. we’ve got some songs underway but it’s still the beginning.

on another completely different note, i really hope that the community can be a positive place. i am a person who has strong opinions… i don’t always voice them because i really don’t think it’s my place as an artist to be one of the loud mouths…. but what i’m trying to say is that, i understand people having opinions and wanting to voice them. there’s nothing wrong with not agreeing with everyone. what bugs me is that this place, this community, is a place for fans/family of our band to stop by and leave feeling better, not worse. no.. of course i don’t think the world is all roses and daises… but come on, you can get your fill of negativity just about anywhere else. so please, feel free to say you don’t like a song or you just aren’t into the way my voice sounds on this or that… but i am asking you to do it with purpose and not just because you don’t have anything else better to say. it’s really disheartening to see people here use our original online community as a sounding board for spiteful, bitterness.

anyway, i’m not your mom….

time to go write….

hayley

Alkuperäinen merkintä

Hayley on ollut sairaana, eikä ole voinut osallistua bändin harjoituksiin. Liikkeellä on ollut huhuja, että Hayley olisi raskaana, mikä ei todellakaan ole hänen huonon voinnin syy.

Hayleyn LiveJournal-postaus:

didn’t y’all hear?

i’m pregnant again… SIKE

ughhh. second hand embarrassment for the whole twitter world and coming back here today to be with people who understand… *sniff sniff*

anyways, what’s up everybody? good news! i’m feeling a heck of a lot better today than i have in a good while. still a little weary but i’ll take that. been staying at my moms pretty much all week. i haven’t done this since i was 18! needless to say, i’ve been a huge baby and totally taken advantage of the whole thing. and now, there’s only a couple days before we’re back out there with you guys. honestly, that’s all the cure i need! gonna fix me right up. whew, can’t wait!

well, this post isn’t really to catch you up on much. of course, i missed the entire 4 days of practice so i can’t say much about that other than i know the guys were stoked at how everything sounded. even though i wasn’t there to top it off with my siqq voxxx. jokes… they don’t need me anyhow… they always sound too good!

i just wanna know what you guys are up to, what you’re into. new season of true blood? toddlers and tiaras? (vomit) what do you guys think about the new Taking Back Sunday record? just fill me in! What’s the 411? Tell me everything! What’s the hot gossip? What’s the hot jams?

- momma h

Hayley kertoo voivansa jo paljon paremmin, vaikka onkin vielä vähän uupunut, ja olleensa äitinsä luona koko viikon. Hän on kuitenkin missannut kaikki neljä bändiharjoituspäivää. Hän on innoissaan, että pääsee pian fanien luo. Lopuksi Hayley kyselee vain fanien kuulumisia.

Ethan Luck postasi myös videon nimellä “Dinner Party”, josta voi bongata bändiä, katso se täältä!

Hayley päivitti LiveJournalia ja Tumblriaan lyhyesti, mutta ytimekkäästi.

LIVEJOURNAL
love you guys so much.

- h

TUMBLR
love,

joy,

peace,

longsuffering,

kindness,

goodness,

faithfulness,

gentleness,

self-control.

sometimes it’s easy, sometimes it’s really tough.

Lue merkinnän kommentit ja Hayleyn vastauksia täältä.

Whoa woah woe..
it’s sort of unbelievable how much can happen between these LJ posts…
i don’t say that in a negative way really. i’m just only starting to realize the time that’s passed now that i sit down to write you guys.

with all the off time and the sitting around at home i’ve really just felt afraid to be still. it’s hard to go from moving at a million miles a minute to stomping on the brakes. and now — THANK GOD — we’re getting ready to get a little busier. you might’ve heard but there will be a new song on the way pretty soon and that means, we’ll have some work to do! not to mention, rehearsals for summer shows will be here before i know it. i mean, i really have to keep reminding myself… it’s only a few months off! it should be a good thing right? balls!

i’ve been in LA for quite some time now.. while i’ve been out here, i’ve seen some great shows (A Day To Remember, The Swellers, Zach Galifianakis — ugh i can’t spell that! — Best Coast, Jon Brion, The Watkins Family Hour, and I think more but I can’t remember right now), went on a date at LACMA to see the history of fashion exhibit, and i haven’t eaten meat in months! who knows how long that will last though…. I mean, I can’t really complain. it’s been a lot of fun. you know what i think my problem is though? i think i have growing pains.

i always come back to this… to growing and changing and how it feels when the whole world already “knows” exactly who you are. they know your next step before you take it. they know your every reason for every thing. and hey, this is the life i wanted! honestly, i love the workload (how i miss it right now), the company (you guys), all the different places, and most of all the freedom to create. all i can say is, with all that’s on it’s way to us right now… and i really believe in it… i guess i feel like a different version of me is ready going to be taking it on. i mean, damn, i’ve had enough time right? and yes, i said it before, but i think the guys are there too. i don’t think i’m alone when i talk about how some screw has been tightening… or loosening.. in my head. maybe even some of you are there too? there is never a bad time to start over, in my opinion.

with all that being said.. i’m SO ready for new music to get out there. we’ve been talking about it since february. you’ve sort of heard one of the songs but i’m ready to hear what you think about more of them. i’m ready to see you guys face to face at shows. ready to care about what i look like a little (you know, quit looking like a scrub just cause i know i’m off)… which i guess means i can let myself go shopping.. yes? thank you.

anyways, what was the point of all of this? did you get it? i’m so excited for summer. let’s talk more soon. sooner than it took us to talk last time.

love you guys a lot,
hayley

Hayley ihmettelee, miten paljon voi tapahtua LJ-päivitysten välissä, vaikkei se olekaan negatiivinen asia.

Ollessaan kotona Hayley ei ole halunnut pysähtyä, se on hieman pelottanut häntä. On hankalaa liikkua paikasta toiseen koko ajan pysähtymättä ja sitten yhtäkkiä olla tekemättä mitään. Hän kiittää Luojaa, että nyt heille on tulossa hieman actionia He alkavat harjoitella kesän festareita varten ihan tuossa tuokiossa.

Hayley on ollut Los Angelesissa jonkin aikaa. Hän on nähnyt konsertteja, A Day To Remember, The Swellers) ja käynyt Zach Galifianakiksen stand-up-koomikkoshow’ssa jne. Hayley on myös lopettanut lihan syömisen eikä ole syönyt sitä kuukausiin. Hän epäilee kuitenkin, että hänellä on “kasvukipuja”, ei fyysisiä, vaan henkisiä.

Hän sanoo aina palaavansa siihen, kun mietitään kasvamista ja muuttumista ja miltä tuntuu, kun koko maailma “tuntee” hänet. Vaikka se on välillä omituista, Hayley on halunnut tällaisen elämän itselleen. Hän sanoo rakastavansa työmäärää, meitä faneja, eri paikkoja ja luomisen vapautta.

Hayley on innoissaan uuden musiikin julkaisemisesta. Siitä ollaan puhuttu jo helmikuusta asti. Hän ei malta näkevänsä meitä keikoilla, mikä onkin syy käydä shoppailemassa uusia vaatteita, Hayley sanoo.